lucky me.........

piso para sa puso

2011-07-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

here is my update guys... this is for my #pisoparasapuso drive to make twitter more useful to the community... i was asking if you were ok with me setting up a bank account and hopefully you guys deposit once a month whatever amount sana not more than 5,000 pesos, even the smallest piso contribuition will always be welcome, if my half a million followers hypothetically gave one peso each month that would be 500k plus, a big big amount of help for any charity then we all choose a certain charity/institution each month to be our recipient... here's the catch..

i spoke to the banks and they would be more than willing to accommodate BUT the bank is worried if some who donate will ask for an accounting of their donation... this might reach a point wherein i will have to disclose some of my personal banking information which i cannot.. so all donations will have to come with a "trust basis".. no questions asked, i will take a picture of the amount produced each month and post it on twitter so you know how much the total donation will be but i CANNOT and WILL NOT account the donations given, once wired or deposited, no more questions asked... so this will be a disclaimer of some sorts... if you deposit sa piso para sa puso, no questions can be asked regarding the transaction, only to vote which charity it goes too, need your opinion here guys... what you think?

additional info : it will be under a separate account however if WORST CASE scenario and someone asks for the accounting and the issue becomes worse, i will have to show my accounts.. which i will not do

Modern Family

2011-04-05T13:27:00.002+08:00

" its going to be tough to say goodbye, it always is, nobody loves change but part of life is learning to let things go"

"a kiss can mean so many different things, it can be the start of something new, it can be how we say this is the person that i love, it can be romantic, it can also be worth waiting for"

?

2011-03-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

not sure if we've met already or have yet to meet but i cant wait to find out if you are the reason why the others never worked :)

happy valentines..

2011-02-14T01:43:00.002+08:00

had some friends over..had a few drinks.. popped a valium and now ready to sleep... its feb 14. so happy valentines guys.. the day of all days... should i be happy... should i be down.. i dont know anymore.. love provides the complexities of life...the similarities and the contrasts the make life worth living...it provides the small things that leave us sleeping and waking up with a smile..love has crossed my path lots of times... sometimes it just doesnt happen, sometimes its not meant to be... sometimes the other party messes it up while majority of the time i mess it up.. i love love...im in love with love..i believe love drives everything around us.. my heart is pounding and racing...i cant wait to be with you

mistakes and picking myself back up

2010-10-30T01:10:00.002+08:00

this year has been full of ups and downs, blessings no doubt, unbelievable work left and right. when it comes to business aspects i coud still improve but as you all know my lovelife went down the drain with no one else to blame but me, so suck it up, accept and regret is all i can do, live life the way it should be lived.

mistakes i have done
mistakes i have made
all the regrets i feel
one day will be paid

guess this is the end
time to let go
failed us i have
even i truly say so

sorry will never be enough
no action will ever be too great
to completely prove to you
how much of myself i hate

but take everything in
and let fate do its thing
if it leads us back together
the future might just bring

sa lahat ng patuloy na sumusorta, thank you very much, its you guys that drive me each day, love you all

2009-2010

2009-12-29T18:01:00.002+08:00

its been a while, almost forgot my email and password for my blog, thats how long it has been but hey better late than never..
2009 was a roller coaster so say the least, for every up, there was a down, for every loop, there comes twist and just when you things are going to slow down or ride a straight line, something is bound to surprise you.. i dont think that even refers to just 2009, thats life in general right? 2009 brought me so many things to be thankful for...

1) in my life - wow, what can i say, i am very proud that im not hitting myself right now by saying no to the movie, good reviews/feedback, wow, what more can i ask for.. it made me love acting even more and makes me what to learn so much more

2)best male tv host- fourth one! :) 2 for best talent search host and now 2 for best male tv host, hopefully i get to get a talk show award too and one for acting..hopefully

3) our gift giving event- this one was for all of us, wow, like what i said when i had the mini-speech, ive been alive for 28 years but because of you guys, i got to experience my most meaningful christmas celebration ever, thank you very very much, luisters,luinis,luckygels,luckycharmers,nipzos,mais,pappybabes,soolucky and vilamanians but of course very very special mention to the luckygels for organizing everything, bukod sa mga batang napasaya niyo isa ako sa sobrang napsaya niyo nung araw na yun

all these and so much more from 2009 make me look forward to 2010 so much more. I am anxious, excited, nervous, giddy and all. hopefully 2010 gives me a chance to right whatever wrongs i have done and bring a bit of sunshine into more people's lives

thanks for everything Bro, i know there are days that i forget you or take you for granted but this time please guide me and everyone dear to me that we may live and love the way you want us to.. we offer 2010 unto you

surprise!

2009-04-01T15:23:00.000+08:00

hi guys, i know its been a while but i have a small gift for everyone :)

enjoy :)

and yes i do read the comments from time to time, thank you for all the kind words :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEG-F_D5DrU&feature=channel_page

BOO

2008-11-20T14:58:00.002+08:00

yes yes yes i have a new post, maybe some were wondering if this blog was still active, well surprise it is, ive been very very busy God and life has been throwing so many things at me but you don't hear me complaining, let me enumerate..

1) im finally happy ( you can figure that one out)

2) ive been blessed with a top rating show added to my current shows and soon to have 2 more new shows

3) a great movie with my mom and john lloyd

4) my friends/fans who have constantly supported everything i do on and off cam

5) my 3rd business expansion :)

and so much more.. life has been very very interesting which makes it more fun to live, so to all you guys, thanks for always swinging by, thanks for the kind words, rest assured I'm ok and yes i will start posting again more often .. thanks and love you guys :)

hey

2008-06-12T12:09:00.000+08:00

hi guys!!! thanks for visiting and yes, i have been reading your posts :)

2008-04-07T01:54:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qgnkNKcYuMQ -- hope you like it :)

2008-03-11T04:27:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I9bpcSKkk2w ... leave a comment guys :)

long time no post again guys

2008-02-27T13:33:00.002+08:00

hey guys!! sorry.. once again its been awhile since i last posted.. just to give you some updates on what i'll be doing this year ... i have pbb teens,komiks,a teleserye,e-live,asap and myx! :) wow its going to be a loooooooooong and fun year.. clue.. the komiks is solo but after the season i MIGHT work with someone i worked with in the past... for the teleserye.. i'll be with someone who ive done soooooo much projects with :)

dont forget text LUIS send it to 2929

i dont get it..

2007-12-31T02:34:00.000+08:00

why is it SOME people would always try to look for faults in other people.. why would some people try their best to find the simplest things a person does and tries to put in a bad light right away or better yet tries to find a bad light to put it in

looooooooong time

2007-12-31T01:55:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. first of all... merry merry xmas and a happy new year... hope you guys had a good one and will have a better one..
come to think of it.. i had a great 2007... i am unbelievably happy.. looking back that i had a spectacular and blessed 2007.. hope i have the same 2008 or hopefully a more fruitful one.... god bless guys :)

hmmmm

2007-11-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wyt0IvhHHzA

mms service :)

2007-09-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!! hope you can avail of my mms service... please text luis(space)mms then send it to 2929 :) thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-30T13:31:00.000+08:00

unbelievably happy :)

mms service

2007-08-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

hey guys! may MMS service na ako :) please text luis(space)mms then send to 2929 ok? thanks guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

clarification lang :)

2007-07-23T06:32:00.000+08:00

hey guys, i just want to clarify k? i think mariel is a wonderful lady...pero hindi ako nangliligaw k? ayoko naman magsabi ng hindi totoo, kaya nililinaw ko lang :)

hmmmm, im wondering..

2007-07-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

i'm wondering... why do i live up to my nickname (lucky) when it comes to career, family, friends etc. but i totally don't live up to it when it comes to love...

im back!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

sorry for pulling the disappearing act :) i am officially back :)

my new show, like it?

2007-01-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DdFyW69ceMA

what i want...

2007-01-09T02:15:00.000+08:00

i want a loving and faithful wife who believes in me and has faith in me
a daughter who writes me sweet cards
a son who runs to me whenever he sees me
and a baby who never fails to smile when he sees me or when i start carrying him..

2007-01-03T02:10:00.000+08:00

here comes another poem
that i am about to start
will it be about happiness
or my heart torn apart?

even i am clueless
how this poem is going to be
then you cross you into my mind
and now i finally see

that i just want to let you know
that so much love i have for you
but what i want to know is
can you love me too?

:) :) :)

2007-01-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

each time you smile
each time you cry
i promise ill be there
your side ill be by

i promise to make you cry
i promise to be the boy
that tried to make you cry
nothing but tears of joy

you unknowingly make me happy
you unknowingly make my day
so a big thank you
is what i ought to say

so thank you so much
for just being you
and that is exactly the reason why
i am so hooked on you

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-01T17:52:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's been a loooooooong time but i will have new posts soon :) have a good 2007!

2006-10-21T00:37:00.000+08:00

should i smile because we're friends or should i cry because thats all we'll ever be

2006-09-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

no matter what im doing
no matter what im up to
my mind keeps wandering
but always ends up with you

why does it happen
is it truly a mystery
why do all my dreams
consist of you and me

i dont think i'll ever know
i dont think i'll ever see
one thing is for sure
just the thought of you is enough for me

crazy for you

2006-09-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

hope you'll support this project...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQoiX83wrYs

hmmmmmm

2006-08-11T02:43:00.000+08:00

i was asked by someone today " how do you know when you're inlove" it made me think and realize how i am.. i know im inlove when i try to find ways to make the simplest things in life special for my lady love.. like making a simple pebble on the road seem like a glowing star at night and also when i try my best to give her all that she has ever wished for...

hey

2006-06-15T11:29:00.000+08:00

hey everyone, sorry it has been forever since my last post.... been going thru a lot its not even funny

on a lighter note my text service is up now so you all can know what im doing and where i am, the MMS service will be active very very very soon

all you have to do is type LUIS or LUCKY and send it to 2978 , you'll be updated on whatever im doing, where i am , how i am etc.... ONLY FOR GLOBE USERS :)

:(

2006-04-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

im so lost ...... please find me......

thank you MYX

2006-04-06T19:12:00.001+08:00

in this industry, i always try my best to learn and improve in whatever i do.... i have tried "vjing" and i think i have done an ok job... i have tried hosting.. i think i have done relatively well. in acting, i think i did an ok job too.. dancing... i know i can dance but my singing... tsk tsk thats one thing that i can never improve.. i am quite known for my very very very bad singing skills, even my parents admit that i definitely didnt fall in line when God gave that talent out thus there goes any hope or aspirations of me singing live or just singing well. so thats makes singing my greatest frustration but my myx family decided that no matter how bad my voice is they would still try their best to make my dream come true...

the advanced taping of my bday celebration came ( my bday 4-21-81), as the doors of the elevator opened, i was handed a mic and asked to just walk to the studio... inside was the whole myx family and my barakda ( the band KALA) who were all waiting for me... just to make my dream come true.. they knew the pain they had to endure if they made me sing live but that didnt stop them from putting one of the biggest smiles i have ever experienced in my entire life.. they just really genuinely wanted to make my dream come true....

so it happened, i sung 3 songs and finally felt how it was to be a vocalist.. im sure as hell i didnt do an ok job but still the thought of them and my friends organizing everything just to make my dream/frustration come true was more than enough to melt my heart.. it has been so long since i have felt that special and loved and i will forever be thankful... love you MYX

sir andre : 45 more minutes... keep on cycling
ms.mila: any new cd's?
ms.ina: you have lived up to ur name.. i really love you as my mother
april: "boss, dalawang kanin pa dito" ring bearer ako ha
cat: the kidneys are the way to success, pa dextrose ka na everywhere you go
jojo: welcome to the crazy club
bob: where are you?
jacq: sino si mark?
tyo carls: hope bora is treating you well.. hello mga bata
geths: uhm..... amen
joey: tangalin mo nga yan, nag tytype ako
ross: sana maging obese ka
prisa: palaisipan pa rin pangalan mo
daryl: kelan ka magiging cam 1?
wilbert: salamat sa respeto anak
rej: sana maraming bata pa ang maka-aral under ur tutelage
bobby: what time ka darating? lipad raketeer lipad
titus: dcbckbcbakfbalfak ( if youre high maiintindihan mo yan)

thank you MYX and i will never ever forget what u have done for me... i will always love you all with my entire being.. like what i said.. no matter what i have achieved or will achieve, i will always owe it to myx for being my first family in this industry... LOVE YOU ALL

2006-03-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

to anyone who is doubting if this is my real acccount, i already announced it in myx plus it was written in the inquirer i think plus... you can visit my myspace account.... lucky/luis manzano :)

haaaaaaaaaay

2006-02-28T01:56:00.000+08:00

so many thoughts, so many emotions

2005-12-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

Where should I stand
Where should I place my heart
When every time I see you
My heart starts to jump

Keeping me calm
Keeping me sane
That’s what your smile does
Keeping me covered under the rain

Walking alone in the desert
Or lost at sea
Would be the same fate
As Life without you for me

Cherish each smile
Cherish each moment
No matter what we do
All that matters is my love for you

equation

2005-12-22T01:43:00.000+08:00

Why cant love be as simple
As 1+1 = 2
Why cant it be so easy
So that we would always know what to do

Is it part of love
To be left with no clue
Left thinking and wondering
What I really mean to you

Choices i have
Whether to leave or to stay
But by your side
No matter what, I will remain

i could only wish

2005-12-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

i could only wish that i had eyes like his...
i could only wish that i had a smile like his...
i could only wish that i was as nice as he is..
i could only wish that i was as smart as him..
i could only wish that i was as funny as him..
i could only wish that i was as talented as him...
i could only wish that people loved me the way that they love him..
i could only wish that you'd look at me the way you look at him...
i could only wish that i can make you feel that way the way he makes you feel...

all these things i dont have
i dont have, to offer to you
however i do have one thing
which is a love so true....

dear God :)

2005-09-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

each word i utter
is from the heart
not only at the end
but from the very start

every action that i do
comes from my soul
and in your providing grace
i try to live my role

but no matter how many times i have hurt you
you never looked away
now matter how much i tend to forget you
your heart was always there to stay

sorry Lord for hurting you
sorry for neglecting too
but from now up to my dying breath
everything i do is offered unto you

another poem lang :)

2005-08-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes love comes so unexpectedly
like a thief in the night
sometimes we feel its wrong
when the truth is its so right

sometimes we ignore
sometimes we forget
even if we started feeling this
that moment that we met

give my love a chance
pls just try and see
because if there is one person so in luv with you
that person would be me

love love love :)

2005-08-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

one of the most beautiful songs, yet soooooooooooooo sad :(

USHER- CAN YOU HELP ME

Umm Why, Umm Why

Living on the edge out of control
And the world just wont let me slow down
But in my biggest picture was a photo of you and me
Girl you know I tired our content provide all the material things I thought that would make you happy
I'm confuse can you make me understand
Cause I tired to give you the best of me
I thought we were cool maybe I was part
But never took time to see!

Can u help me?
Tell me what you want from me
Can u help me?
Tell me why you want to leave
Baby help me
Without you my whole world is falling apart
And I'm going crazy! Lifes a prison when your in love alone

(Oh girl) I need you come back home (you know I need you) I don't want to be alone

Girl I put your love up on the shelf
And I guess I didn’t have to go that
Knowing together, cause I hurt you many times
And now your not around
I wish for every moment in time
That I wasted we used it to make sweet love.
Baby be my guide please take my hand
Want you to know that I got you.
If you need it. I don't want to be on the outside looking in
I got to have you girl can’t you see it.
Will you help me?
Tell me what you want from me

Can u help me?
Tell me why you want to leave
Baby help me
Cause without you my whole world is falling apart
And with out I think I’ll go crazy! Life's a prison when your in love alone

(Oh girl) I need you come back home (you know I need you) I don't want to be alone

(Please stay don't go) To give me another chance I want to be your man
Girl, you got me down here on my knees
Crying, begging pleading
I’ll do anything for your love
Would you help me?
Tell me what you want from me
Can u help me?
I don't understand
Girl I just a man
Help me
Can help me
With out you my whole world is falling apart
And without you girl I'm going crazy! Life a prison without your love

Can u help me?
Tell me why, why, why, why, why, why
Can u help me?
Girl I'm here this time because your all I got
Can u help me?
Help me understand why I can’t be your man
It’s driving me crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy

haaaaaaaaaaay

2005-07-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

dont you miss being able to say i love you to someone right before you sleep and having this really cheezy smile right before you drift to dreamland? dont you miss saying i love you to someone the moment you wake up and realizing that having that person in your life also proves to you that there is a God?

if

2005-05-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

if you only knew how much i care
if you only knew how much you meant
that day in and day out
i believe that you are heaven sent

i could watch you for hours
stare at your pic all day
but everytime you're infront of me
your beauty leaves me with no words to say

when you talk about beauty
the epitome will always be you
always leaving me hoping
that i could be special to you .....

not perfect

2005-04-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

life is fair
life is kind
despite all its complexities
with you, i dont mind

you give me a challenge
you make me want to see
and all because of you
a better man, i want to be

to prove myself worthy
pls give me a chance
maybe to just walk and talk
or ask you for a dance

im not perfect
i know its true
but one thing is perfect
its how crazy i am about you

no matter

2005-03-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

sometimes i dont see you for a week
sometimes i dont see you for a day
so every time that im with you
i wish you were there to stay

any way possible
to see you i would do
but even if you're right beside me
i always end up missing you

so till the end of my day
and from the very start
i still always hope and pray
that hopefully... you'll let me in your heart

sorry

2005-03-23T19:32:00.000+08:00

sorry, it has been soooooooooooo long since my last post but i have been blessed with a lot of work and i am more than thankful for having em.... i also have lots of poems to post , just compiling them :) thanks for always passing by and promise to totally update soon :) thanks guys!!!!!!!!

one of the many truths in love...

2005-01-17T02:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you have to let your heart lead you, even if its leading you to a place you are not supposed to be in........

i never thought you could be that mean and heartless

2004-12-22T03:00:00.000+08:00

im still in a state of shock and disbelief....well i just got lambasted or "binastos" by someone i thought i knew, someone i thought i had been thru SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH with, someone who i thought i meant something to.. and realized that the person does not even have a heart.... it really sucks when you think you and someone share something special or even just a simple bond, only to be proven wrong in a bastos and heartless way .. ...

you know who you are and this is for you: why dont you grow a heart for xmas or grow a heart for good..... it helps to have one....

im

2004-11-03T02:57:00.000+08:00

im lonely..... miss having someone.... miss taking care of someone... have so much love to give yet no one to give it to......... im really lonely

enlightenment? yupyup

2004-09-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

well it has been a long while since my last post, the truth is, ive had/typed in so many rough drafts typed but just end up deleting them. i have been really busy both with work, life , looking for love, train, LEARNING among others

for the past few days or maybe week, i have been training/learning from my guru/master, i think i have learned 2 points in life, 2 points that stuck to me and made me realize a lot of things, well since i do believe that knowledge is meant to be shared thats what im about to do now

1) it doesnt matter if you do or dont believe in GOD, a God or a million Gods, what matters is you do what is morally good, not step on people , take advantage of people, use people or just plain hurt people... just be a good person with a really good heart doing what is right , that is more than enough.

2) life is meant to be lived......... some people take life for granted.. man has one destiny, its to be happy, if we notice.. anything we do no matter how small or big is aimed towards one goal, all goes in one direction, which is? our happiness!!!! it is man's destiny!! whether it comes from us.. getting good grades, buying a new pc/ipod or even a new car/house or maybe even having the person that we love, love us back it all comes down to one point, that life is not meant to pass us by but its meant to be lived with our destiny being happiness. So if we think about it we should never be unhappy, yes, life does throw us trials and obstacles and we sometimes find ourselves overwhelmed with problems just surfacing left and right but it is our destiny to rise above all those, if you wake up unhappy then you are wasting time and worse you are wasting life. WE ARE MEANT TO BE HAPPY, that is our destiny

Is it possible?

2004-08-31T17:26:00.000+08:00

Is it possible that even if you and a person haven't been a couple or had a relationship/commitment at all, you still feel that she's the love of your life? I think it is..... yupyup.. it is

Morning God

2004-08-26T11:07:00.000+08:00

Wow! Well God I asked for a sign last night and you gave me a straight forward one.. I guess that's what meant to be.. It hurts but I guess I know you're right.. At least I laid down my cards and feelings.. I know she knows how much she means to me and if given the chance to be with her I would never ever let her go.... I would also promise to love her so much more each day and I would rather hurt myself first than even think about hurting her... I know and she knows how happy I would have tried to make her each day you create..I love her Lord but if that will make her "happy" then that's it right? Thanks Lord

please God?

2004-08-26T03:09:00.000+08:00

please God? all i need is a sign.. i know that sometimes we do ask for signs but even if you do send/give them we still tend to look the other way and not follow but this time Lord, no matter what sign, no matter what you want me to do, i will even if it hurts.. just give me a sign..... pls help me out

fear

2004-08-26T03:05:00.000+08:00

FEAR

I met you a pretty long time ago
Then you just grew on me
Now to your hugs and kisses
I can’t say no

Every time I open my eyes
I wish I was beside you
& it really makes me feel
That I’m falling for you

Yet you don’t want to be with me
You say it’s because of fear
Every time I think about it
I could practically tear

So I guess the final say
Will just depend on you
But pls. be careful coz
You might be turning your back, on a love so true

old poem.. but just posted it, what do u think?

2004-08-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

STUPID

I can’t stop thinking about you
Yet you don’t think about me
I can’t stop missing you
Yet you don’t miss me

One minute I felt so special
And now I feel stupid
I guess there’s no one to blame
Or maybe blame cupid

You left me just like that
Just hanging in the air
And right before I sleep
There is so much pain to bear

So just bear the hurt
Even if it cuts like a blade
Because for the 2nd time
I’ve been played

another poem i made just now

2004-08-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

Almost Perfect

From the moment you opened the door
And stepped out of your place
I was in awe of your beauty
That it made my heart skip a pace

I took you to my house
To meet my whole family
The happiness in my eyes
Because of you they clearly see

We’d be holding hands
While walking thru the park
Stopping for 5 seconds
Just to kiss in the dark

It was so beautiful
So real did it seem
The sad part is I woke up
And it was all just a dream

waiting .... another poem i made

2004-08-11T11:07:00.000+08:00

Waiting

When will the day come?
When will the sun shine?
When will I have someone?
To truly call mine

Someone to hug
Someone to kiss
Someone to constantly think about
Someone to miss

When will that day come?
So now I don’t know what I’m going to do
But deep down inside
I’m hoping that it’s you

40 days 40 nights

2004-08-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

Well last night I was watching 40 days and 40 nights... I saw 3 elements in the movie
1) abstinence
2) sex/intimacy
3) chemistry
it got me thinking..... Again damnit!!!!

what stuck in my head is the third one... Chemistry.. im sure we have been in relationships or dates wherein if you think about it, you really didn't share anything in common. Isn't it so different when you have someone who actually laughs at the same things that you do? You also share the same interests? Share the same outlook in life? Wherein maybe after being intimate with that person you can even watch TV together and talk about what you're watching ( not just sleep) the way you make each other "lambing" or cuddle... The way you look in each other's eyes.. So I would have to say that sex is a beautiful thing ( esp. When done the right way and with love involved) I believe though that chemistry gives us a different kind of fulfillment, I guess it makes us feel that there really is someone made for us.....

Are you happy?

2004-08-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

Well I just got back from cagayan de oro for work, I hate traveling, we always have the occasional weird seatmate in the airplane who looks straight at your face and just stares at you and is probably trying to memorize your pores, we also have the baby who cries like there's no tomorrow..... Don't get me wrong I love kids to death but damn in a plane their cries are amplified like hell! There is one good thing about traveling, it really gives you time to think... You're sitting for about an hour to an hour and a half then you can just close your eyes and think/ponder/fantasize whatever you want to do so I though about this...

when we have a loved one but that person's heart belongs to someone else.. do we really mean it when we say that we just want that person to be happy even if its not with us? do we really mean that when all that we think about is that person? when if it were possible, you would want her to be the first and last thing you see every single day...... that whenever you hear a cheesy song you think about the two of you in your own music video?( yes it is really corny but you have to admit we all do that) do you really mean it when... just holding her hand gives you butterflies?...... when every time your lips touch for that moment in time you dont care about anything else but how much your heart is beating full of love?.... whenever you're with her you never settle for mediocrity but always try to be the best that you can ever be...... whenever you're with her you always want to have even a bit of physical contact, whether it be your knees or elbows touching or just your fingers right beside hers, knowing shes that close relaxes and makes your heart smile?

well i would have to say yes, i would mean it because even if i do feel all of the above her happiness is still my first priority.... even if my heart would be crushed and torn apart.... her smile and happiness would always be what i really want........

another poem...... made in about 4 minutes

2004-08-07T16:33:00.000+08:00

MAYBE

I thought I was going to be happy
I thought I was going to feel love
I was about to drop on my knees
and thank the lord above

with you I felt so special
but now I feel its not true
what did it have to happen now
when I’m so crazy about you

I’m so lost in the dark
I don’t know what to do
I think about you so much
I cant stop missing you

so there is nothing else to do
only wait and see
because maybe in your heart
*I can still see me
*there's still a place for me

(i gave you guys two endings to choose from)

hurt ... made this poem in 5 minutes

2004-08-03T13:43:00.000+08:00

HURT

Maybe you don’t know
Maybe you don’t intend to
But hurt my feelings
You sometimes tend to do

Sometimes you don’t intentionally pick up
& sometimes you don’t reply
Believe me its hurts
Enough to almost make my cry

Do you think I’m too sensitive?
Do you think it’s too much?
I guess that’s how it is
When you care about someone so much

So bear it I guess
Is what I’m going to do?
Because no matter how much hurt?
I’m still falling for you

im a blog virgin nomore.....

2004-08-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

well well well... for the first time i made my own blog, weird, i never thought i would but here i am! well right now its 130 am and i can say that there is something on my mind.. what is it? here.. i was never good in math or anything involving numbers ( maybe my paychecks but thats it) but i think i have found an equation for my situation right now or for the past few days...

hurt = love or ( loving someone + that person loving someone else) = sleepless nights

o yeah, just remembered 2 songs that really hit the spot for me now are 1)maybe- king and 2)falling by keahiwai

no matter how much pain, i would bare with a smile as long as she's happy and with someone she loves.. thats more than enough for me.... hehehe....well thats it for tonight.... yes i am no longer a blog virgin