Saturday, October 30, 2010

mistakes and picking myself back up

this year has been full of ups and downs, blessings no doubt, unbelievable work left and right. when it comes to business aspects i coud still improve but as you all know my lovelife went down the drain with no one else to blame but me, so suck it up, accept and regret is all i can do, live life the way it should be lived.

mistakes i have done
mistakes i have made
all the regrets i feel
one day will be paid

guess this is the end
time to let go
failed us i have
even i truly say so

sorry will never be enough
no action will ever be too great
to completely prove to you
how much of myself i hate

but take everything in
and let fate do its thing
if it leads us back together
the future might just bring



sa lahat ng patuloy na sumusorta, thank you very much, its you guys that drive me each day, love you all

46 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

ayaw na ba tlga nya?

2:32 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi luis,

just read your blog and it really shows the real side of you... your parents must be truly proud of you, as you are a loving and responsible son. Just to share a thought, have FAITH LUIS!!! even your faith right now is just as small as mustard seed, it can move mountains as long as you do have FAITH in HIM! HE knows the desires of your heart. God hears our prayers and desires of our heart. He might the delay it for a reason but believe me, as long as you are not giving up things will turn out into positive. Surrender yourself to God, be sincere and specific with your prayers to HIM. you are good person with a good heart luis. you may not know me personally, but i am praying for your happiness, i have a strong faith for you luis that in Gods perfect time, He will return to you the desires of your heart. Be strong, humble to HIM. beleive me and remember what i say to you know sooner you will post a blog again that you have "her" back in your arms and you will never let her go again as that is what is God's plan for both of you...God Bless Luis and good luck!!! Have faith....

2:36 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Luis, please don't blame yourself solely for your failed relationship, it takes two to tangle. Maraming ibang babae dyan na mas bagay sa yo. I've seen how she treated you on Natiional TV... sinabihan ka ng ANG KAPAL NG MUKHA MO, SINIKO KA, INISNUB KA...Pinariringgan ka sa Twitter... wala pang babae na naging karelasyon mo na naging ganyan ang pagtrato sa yo. Nililigawan mo pa lang ngayon ganun na siya, paano na kung naging asawa mo yan...I'm glad that you finally decide to move on and not let her step all over you.

2:47 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Luis,

Everything will be ok just trust in Him. You will find the right one for you. Even if this lady is just a simple living with a normal life I know she will be the who will respect you and love you more.
You are one great guy that every girl could dream of. Just make a vow to yourself that if ever this right one comes along never ever slip her away hold on to her and be happy. Change for the better change for her.
God bless.. You deserve to be happy. I'm just a simple girl not living far from the your world but hoping to meet you one day..

4:59 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

im a fan of you and angel, was saddened by the fact that you gave up already.however, from twitter or from the news, i can tell, she has her friends and career as her prorities.i agree, maybe fate will bring you and her back together.just wishing and hoping that you'll find the right girl.and keep in mind those lessons learned from failed relationships.good luck and god bless.

5:01 AM  
Blogger nicoletom said...

everybody makes mistakes and you have done enough to prove to her that you are sorry and just like you said "New Luis"...please, you deserve more....there are a lot of fish in the ocean. God Bless

6:38 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Luis,

You are not just a good looking guy but smart and funny....who won't fall for you. I am sure a lot of beautiful women are waiting for you to ask them out.

6:43 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ay!..bakit po kayo naggive up?wala na po bng pag-asa?cguro talga po ur not meant to be,.pero wag kayong mg-alala qng meant to be talga kayo babalik at babalik cya sa sau..Maybe po merong mas better na babae ang dadating that will make you a better man and love you..kaya ok lng yan..GO kuya Luis..kahit anong desisyon nandito lng kaming mga fans sau..

6:47 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

don't worry may isang taong nakalaan para sayo.. keep it uP!(tagal mong di nag-update ng blog mo pala) smile muay thai!-hateapple

6:50 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

pabayaan mona siya luis, mas nababagay kayo ni anne, kayo siguro ang para sa isa't isa, nandito kami lagi para sumoporta sa iyo.

7:26 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey man it's okay maybe she's not ment to be for you, just go on with your life and be happy and i'm sure she will miss you someday.

7:29 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Luis,
Cheer up man..thou i can feel the pain and regret in every word that comes out..I feel sad to hear this, I was really expecting that you will be ending up together, I prayed for this believe me, coz i really find you both as a perfect couple, no one is better for you nor for her..that's why this is a heartbreaking news..i admire you man for accepting short coming, but I am sure that even her is also feeling the regrets.. you are a big loss for her..maybe in God's perfect time you can still talk and settle this as long there is still love.. it doesn't matter if this is the 3rd, 4th, 5th time that you try..don't give up, just let time and fate bring you back together.. we will be praying with you..hope next blog will be more positive, i still believe it will happen..spread good vibes..

8:08 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi luis i'm avid fan of yours and angel.. luckygels.. tago ko na lang self ko hihihi . I was hurt when i found out how angel treated u like that kaya siguro sumuko ka na i respect u luis... sana naman maging friends pa rin kayo kung hindi na talaga kayo para sa isat isa. Sobra na lungkot namin mga luckygels sa mga nangyayari.. We promise u na susuportahan namin kayo individualy basta maging friends pa rin kayo. Love u both..

10:26 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

oh my luis, my heart bleeds reading you blog. it takes a lot of courage, a lot of humility to acknowlege your mistake, but don't be so hard on yourself. it takes two to tango so wag mo namang akuin ang lahat. No one is perfect, we do all make mistake, we hurt the people we love, we say things that we don't mean, we get hurt and that'ok, that makes us human.

Be strong Luis. Surrender everthing to the LORD and everything will be alright. Everything will fall into its place in GOD'S PERFECT TIME.

Your parents, your friends, your fans are indeed blessed and lucky to have you as a son, friend and idol.

Stand tall and hold your head up high. Blessed are those with a pure heart.

WE LOVE YOU LUCKY! GOD BLESS YOU!

10:57 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey, cheer up and have faith not only in HIM but also to urself. :) maybe GOD let this happen because he wants you to become a better Luis. :) and if that day will come, maybe He will return her to you. :)

Ang pagbagsak ang simula ng pagbangon. :)

--cukxyz

6:18 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i love u even more luis...take care.always remember that is but temporary...

10:32 PM  
Blogger leah17 said...

It's so sad that you two are not getting back after all. You're the most beautiful showbiz couple. The odd thing is obviously both of you are still so in love with each other. I hope Angel will see the "change" in you. Being a Taurean, she is stubborn but she will also easily make amends with you once she realizes that you are really hurting. I hope in the end, you'll still end up together. You can never find anyone like her. So generous and kind to those around her.

2:20 AM  
Blogger Mae Lynn said...

Kuya Luis,

Lucky ka pa rin.. Andyan si God, your family and friends. Marami ding nagmamahal sayo, kami, mga fans mo. Malaki ka na. alam mo na ang gagawin. matalino ka naman e. hehe..

xxML

6:04 PM  
Blogger Lyka Barlis said...

Things happened and you have no other choice but to move forward, to live and let live. What's important is that you learned from the experience and you can be excited now for the future. Make it as an opportunity to thrive in what you have failed once. Surely you can handle it a lot better the next time you enter a new relationship. Goodluck and God bless you. :)

11:27 PM  
Anonymous janbeetlle said...

I do hope that you blog more frequently.
atleast more than twice a year ;-)

12:17 PM  
Blogger heart and soul said...

hello luis,

a relationship like this will always experience pain to realize what are your needs and wants. It might be a test of love to both of you. The only thing that will help you is to pray and sincere actions are also needed. If she will come back to you, then you are meant to be. If it is not, then there is another girl who is still waiting for you to catch her. Good Luck!! God Bless..

1:34 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Luis, I heard Angel said in one of her interviews that you were the one who broke up with her and now that you are trying to get back with her, she is getting even with you because you hurt her pride. If she has so much bitterness in her even you get back together you two won't have a smooth sailing relationship. Just find yourself another girl, a non showbiz girl, less stress for you.

10:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi..i am also a fan of you and ms angel..and i was also sadden by you're rift.But please cheer up.Forgive yourself, for no matter how much you hate yourself for committing a wrong against her, will be useless if she refuse to understand. Maybe she does not love you dear enough. Cry if you want and move on. Be thankful she spent some of her times with you. God bless and hope you find your niche soon.

10:57 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Good seeing u in Bangkok. And glad u were sport enough to let me friends here have a picture taken with you at bed supperclub.

- man in tee with suspenders and bow tie prints

2:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

But somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
Will come to see
That you belong with me

1:24 AM  
Blogger Ellen ♥ said...

Hi Luis! :) You can do it :) move forward :)

♥ Ellen

ellenreviews.blogspot.com

5:54 PM  
Anonymous EMOTERA said...

ingat lagi :) ♥

5:54 PM  
Anonymous Jewel said...

lucky! add a gadget for the followers button. Im sure maraming gusto na mag follow sa blog mo. :) ingat :)

6:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sayang... In all honesty, nakakaiyak kayo. Mukhang mahal na mahal ka pa naman ni Angel and vice versa. And nakita mo naman, the whole time that you guys were on a break, hindi naman nag entertain si Angel ng iba. But what can we do, life happens eh. Malay mo, at the end of the day, kayo pa rin pala. Only God can tell.

2:52 PM  
Blogger airye said...

it's just now that i finally found your real blogsite..thanks to twitter :) ..i just read the most recent one..and though it's been published way way back,im just hoping that you will finally meet someone who will take care of you,who will be there for you and most specially someone who will love you no matter what!

i hope you'll update your blogs :))

8:36 PM  
Anonymous iamcarlo09 said...

Nah..everyone's giving an advice.. anyway, these past years you'd been blessed..i hope that your 2011 would be more exciting, full of love and romance and above all, more faith in Him.

8:57 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello Luis,

Been reading your tweets and found those funny. I'd seen some of your interviews regarding if you and her can still be together and there you said that you hurt her so bad. I admired the real you. Hope other guys would be that strong to face their mistakes para kahit nakasakit sila madali lng sa nasaktan nila ang magmove on.

God Bless.


_OH_LARA_
Twitter

9:43 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hindi lahat ng lalaki kayang amimin na nagkamali sila. You're brave enough.. You're so Lucky Luis.. =)

God bless you! =)

10:54 PM  
Blogger yshel said...

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4:40 AM  
Blogger yshel said...

our the man!!!! im so proud of you because u know and accept when ur wrong.. not all people can do that!



every thing happens for a reason, if u cant find a reason, thers a reason for that.. godbless:)

4:40 AM

4:42 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

epal ka! niloko mo lang si angel. wala kang respeto.

3:34 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

wow!:) even though you're so busy, nakakapagblog ka pa din. Someday, you'll find someone who's really for you. You're a great guy and a very nice person in & out. I'm sure God will give you someone who'll never hurt you and will make you happy. I don't know if you'll have the chance to read it, but THANK YOU for inspiring many people and making them happy. Kasi pag sa twitter, bka di mo mbasa. I've been reading your tweets. nakakatawa.:)) Keep up!:) MORE POWER. GOD BLESS YOU!:D

4:36 AM  
Blogger Khristine April B. Cruda said...

That happened to me, too.
I thought he was the one but I guess not. He taught me to be wiser and our relationship taught me to be better. I can only thank God of the moment that we were together. It's more exciting to think that God is writing the BEST LOVE STORY for you. Isn't it? And it's better to move on than be stuck in the past. According to Oogway of Kung Fu Panda, "Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift. That is why we call it the present." Let's enjoy every bit of it. I pray for your success and complete happiness in all areas of your life.♥-XOXO

11:03 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Luis,
I was saddened when I saw you in E-live before and announced that you and Angel decided to move on your separate lives. But after reading this blog, people should not blame you of letting her go. It's painful enough that you know that the mistakes you did made her give-up of your future together. You are just human and bound to make mistakes. Just offer everything to God and the rest will follow. If Angel comes back then make sure that no more another mistakes that will make you lost her forever. Think about her as "You have a favourite toy but you have to give it away because somebody needs it more than you do". I know how painful it must have been, because a lot of us had undergone "what ifs" in our life. Just go on leaving because life is beautiful to be stack in the past.

11:48 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Luis,
I was saddened when I saw you in E-live before and announced that you and Angel decided to move on your separate lives. But after reading this blog, people should not blame you of letting her go. It's painful enough that you know that the mistakes you did made her give-up of your future together. You are just human and bound to make mistakes. Just offer everything to God and the rest will follow. If Angel comes back then make sure that no more another mistakes that will make you lost her forever. Think about her as "You have a favourite toy but you have to give it away because somebody needs it more than you do". I know how painful it must have been, because a lot of us had undergone "what ifs" in our life. Just go on leaving because life is beautiful to be stack in the past.

11:50 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello Luis,

YOu both chose to mum the cause of your break up. If there was third party behind the rift, then trust was already broken. That is why, Angel was strong enough not to be with you again, though she still have feelings for you, as a saying goes "Once a cheater, always a cheater". Anyway, whatever mistakes you made. I am happy that you've admitted it and move on. We are only human beings prone to commit mistakes, but have to learn from it for us to become a mature person.

Keep on praying Luis and God will make a way..maybe someday she will come back to you when you become a better man.

12:56 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

HEY MANZANO...DO SOME SPELL CHECK BEFORE POSTING...UMMM ANTOK KA NA NOH?

2:46 AM  
Blogger diivinity said...

Hi Luis!
I really like you as an artist since then, you're intelligent but not mayabang... Love your hosting really! You are good...
Great poem, self-reflection, nakarelate ako, exactly its like mine, pa grab a hehehe! Hope you are ok now but I believe you are... or maybe not, yun yung hirap sa inyo kasi dami intrigue kahit small thing or emotions nabibigyan kulay tapos kahit malungkot kailangan pa rin nakangiti at masaya kahit umiiyak sa loob... But you never stops entertaining me/us napapasaya ng mga humor mo na talaga naman nakakatawa and so natural hindi korny or irritating, lalo ka tuloy pomopogi... Pogi ka na nga pero lalong nadadagdagan because of those qualities you have that I really like... Stay humble and funny na gwapu pa hehehe!
By the way I really like your friendship with Sarah G. and Ann Curtis! Soon when you will be with the right one for you, kaming mga fans mo magiging masaya for you... Keep it up!!! Hunky model of mine but I am a woman ok... hehehe!

8:00 PM  
Blogger diivinity said...

Hello Luis! Wow so that was you...
I really like you as an artist and a very good host... I love your hosting and your humor entertaining and natural... You are intelligent but not mayabang... And I love you more for being a good model to your fans, dmo lang napapasaya or na e entertain but sharing your thoughts in here sa blog mo... WOW! Saludo ako sa yo...
I hope you are ok now and that you already pick up yourself! Someday when you find or comes the right one for you we will be very happy for you!...
But now nakaka relate me sa poem mo kaya sowee e gagrab ko or nanakawin ko hehehe! Post ko sa blog ko weehh!!! "Mistakes & Picking myself back up" by Luis Manzano

9:18 PM  
Blogger damnworld said...

there are so many reasons why is it so hard to move on...one is that you really love the person or sometimes, that person just really hurt our ego... sooner come to realize that they have really moved on and we are just left behind provin that when a heart brteaks it doesnt break even...

11:09 PM  
Blogger sandriangem said...

Ok lang yon Luis... ganyan talaga ang buhay, at least you realized na nagkamali ka din.Tama ka, kung kayo talaga in the end, magaganap yon.God Bless and take care of yourself.

6:29 AM  

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