Are you happy?
Well I just got back from cagayan de oro for work, I hate traveling, we always have the occasional weird seatmate in the airplane who looks straight at your face and just stares at you and is probably trying to memorize your pores, we also have the baby who cries like there's no tomorrow..... Don't get me wrong I love kids to death but damn in a plane their cries are amplified like hell! There is one good thing about traveling, it really gives you time to think... You're sitting for about an hour to an hour and a half then you can just close your eyes and think/ponder/fantasize whatever you want to do so I though about this...
when we have a loved one but that person's heart belongs to someone else.. do we really mean it when we say that we just want that person to be happy even if its not with us? do we really mean that when all that we think about is that person? when if it were possible, you would want her to be the first and last thing you see every single day...... that whenever you hear a cheesy song you think about the two of you in your own music video?( yes it is really corny but you have to admit we all do that) do you really mean it when... just holding her hand gives you butterflies?...... when every time your lips touch for that moment in time you dont care about anything else but how much your heart is beating full of love?.... whenever you're with her you never settle for mediocrity but always try to be the best that you can ever be...... whenever you're with her you always want to have even a bit of physical contact, whether it be your knees or elbows touching or just your fingers right beside hers, knowing shes that close relaxes and makes your heart smile?
well i would have to say yes, i would mean it because even if i do feel all of the above her happiness is still my first priority.... even if my heart would be crushed and torn apart.... her smile and happiness would always be what i really want........
when we have a loved one but that person's heart belongs to someone else.. do we really mean it when we say that we just want that person to be happy even if its not with us? do we really mean that when all that we think about is that person? when if it were possible, you would want her to be the first and last thing you see every single day...... that whenever you hear a cheesy song you think about the two of you in your own music video?( yes it is really corny but you have to admit we all do that) do you really mean it when... just holding her hand gives you butterflies?...... when every time your lips touch for that moment in time you dont care about anything else but how much your heart is beating full of love?.... whenever you're with her you never settle for mediocrity but always try to be the best that you can ever be...... whenever you're with her you always want to have even a bit of physical contact, whether it be your knees or elbows touching or just your fingers right beside hers, knowing shes that close relaxes and makes your heart smile?
well i would have to say yes, i would mean it because even if i do feel all of the above her happiness is still my first priority.... even if my heart would be crushed and torn apart.... her smile and happiness would always be what i really want........
posted by luckym at 4:51 PM
3 Comments:
hi luis!
you seem to be really in "pain". it's hard for me to say that you have almost everything a girl can ever ask for, because even if you really do, you don't seem to realize that. you are blinded by the pain and frustration. you may seem to be happy for her, finding her own happiness with another guy but you're probably wishing that it was you who's making her happy(gulo ba?)
well, cheer up! hope you started your week just right, man :)
yeah, this isn't the real you. i wanted to believe and convince myself. but i still love you, man you are one of a kind.
1 of my friend said that its rili hard to fall in love because u dnt knw wat luv is.luv s a big word.its also an abuse word spoken to every1.Im not keeping ur hopes down but sometimes its not luv wat ur feeling.Maybe u just like the experience on having some "kilig moments", or having butterflies in ur stomache, or maybe wanting som1 to miss.But i admire u for caring for the girl so much that even though ul b hurt, u still want to c her smile.That is sooo romantic! always remember 1Cor 13:4-7 [LOOk IT UP!]
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