Friday, July 15, 2005


dont you miss being able to say i love you to someone right before you sleep and having this really cheezy smile right before you drift to dreamland? dont you miss saying i love you to someone the moment you wake up and realizing that having that person in your life also proves to you that there is a God?


Anonymous Anonymous said...

If your still talking about the same girl as the past blogs, then you should certainly move on. I don't have a boyfriend and I feel the same way you do, but it's time you wrote about other things. You should think about other things, more cheerful things. If you have can't get over your past and lonely feelings, then nobody's gonna go near you. I don't want to sound mean, but it's the truth. Girls want to be with guys who are cheerful, over their past and ready for new love.

7:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have someone, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults." ---Hope you find that person soon.:) I'm amazed at you luis...good job, keep on writing. Just let it all out.;)

2:27 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

you ARE loved

8:19 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

you don't sound like the luis manzano I see on tv... at you love poetry pa huh?? is this really you??? :winkz:

9:44 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's funny leaving notes for you on your blog heehee :)
I feel the same way :)

7:02 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Enjoy your freedom. Yes it is always nice to have that special someone. It's better to explore yourself and really think of what this life has to offer you. In time that special someone will come. Besides family and REAL friends is what counts the most. Goodluck

10:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

if u just hang on a little more... u couldve had someone still.... u know what i mean... and u know who im talking about... oh.. shes back in makati now...

god bless!! teceee

12:06 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

time heals all wounds, but don't rush it. rushing into "cheerfulness" will bear nothing but more pain in the end. just let it flow and like they say, whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

2:22 AM  
Blogger loven said...

luis, i partially agree with the first anonymous snd totally agree with miss betina, i visit ur blog everytime i surf, and truly its always the same, true, u write beautiful poems but always on the same topic, you have got to move on. no girl on her right mind will reject u as a boyfriend, man uve got everything anybody can dream of. u r mire than a perfect catch. if the girl u r trying to win doesnt see this, then i guess she will be blind 4ever. YOU R WELL LOVED. always remeber that

2:17 PM  
Blogger Lizla said...

yan naman tau! hehehe

4:57 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i do.

10:42 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

he's not desperate nor broken hearted at all. he's in love in fact. the problem of the matter is the girl can't just figure out yet whether to give the sweetest yes yet or not.

4:39 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

of course! Who wouldn't anyway?! But the thing is, if the girl you're talking about isnt feeling the same way you do, then why bother?! You have to learn to let go & have fun! If its not meant to be then be it so. Life goes on you know... Besides, look at what you have right now, dosnt it make u think that there's a god?! You have a great career goin, you have a family that loves you, and you have friends that cherishes you... Be contented at the moment... time will come that you'll find the right person whom you'll share your life with... you'll just have to wait... or better yet, enjoy life... Seize the day! Life doesnt always go your way you know?! Life is short, have fun!

4:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

oh & another thing, there is a god, coz u are still alive!.. be contented... be happy... Seize the day! Life is short.

4:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Un attore? Eh actor? So many friends! :) Have you ever been curious about the faces behind the names of people that leave comment here? (scusa English not perfect) ;)

7:18 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

anonymousthursday is right... aren't u curious about those ppl's faces writing comments on ur blog? i mean, dont u ever wonder what these people look like? just askin...

1:23 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

anonymousthursday is right... aren't u curious about those ppl's faces writing comments on ur blog? i mean, dont u ever wonder what these people look like? just askin... hopefuly ull answer my inquiry...

1:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

im sorry is all i could say...
see yah around...
i love you too
my friend..

5:06 PM  
Blogger Thursday said...

come stai? un'altra domanda per you find the tagboard much help to your blog?

5:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

aren't you tired of these people asking you if you're the real person they know, the LUIS MANZANO?

you have lots of nice people here commenting you on your romantic sides and your personal sides as well..

bakit naman kasi nilalagay sa friendster account ang blogger address? the very reason why some people (i'm not generalizing) again, *SOME PEOPLE kept on pestering your tagboard. gawd, they instantly turned it into a chat box! LOL

read my latest tag, this is schucksmeister.

7:59 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi lucky!! i know what you're talking about. i HOPE you find the right onoe for you. always remember na PERFECT doesnt mean right. but im sure if you keep on praying for her, then God will answer your prayers. He has only 3 answers: YES, WAIT and NO. maybe you are still on hold. =)


10:53 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

luis genki desu ka its such a romantic poem cno ba inpiration ntin dyan c anne curtis b? bagay kyong dalawa eu te amo!fica com deus

10:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

im sure a lot of people can sympathize with the way you feel. the feeling of loving and being loved is a blessing and we all treasure it...or at least we should. one day you will get that chance. just remember (like in the movie "can't hardly wait")...fate can only take you so far, the rest is up to you. ang pagmamahal hindi nabebenta at nabibili, binibigay ng kusa, kahit na masakit. good luck in you and to everyone that needs it.

1:06 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey, i know it prolly sucks to be in the predicament you're on right now, but damn, ya gotta realize that there's soo much more than just finding somebody to love , when there are tons loving you, and looking back on the past, when you darn well know there ain't nuthin you could doo...either you stick with the same chick, and be treated like you're juss another dude checkin her out, ot you find somebody else whom you could really be yaself wid and whom you can trust wd anythin... being alone doesn't usually have to accompany sadness and that oh-im-such-a-damn-loner-i-should-be-pittied attitude... have fun anf live life, before ya know it, you've found her, and she ain't runnin away...

but it could also be you demeanor ya know... if ya act like you're trying too hard,it'll show... trust meeh... so like i've said before...just don't stress shizz like dat that muchos... it ain't worth it...juss have fun...;p

1:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hate to admit it but I agree with anonymous 1. Girls always talk about they want a guy who is sweet and nice and likes them but in reality, they also want someone who is not too into them. You know what I mean? I hate playing games but crap, the minute you don't people walk all over you and dismiss you. Don't you want someone who is crazy about you as much as you are crazy about her? I too want someone to love but i'm remaining optimistic that special someone is around the corner just waiting for me:) keep your head up and enjoy yourself...

8:13 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

who wouldnt fall in love with such a sweetie like u? damn, wish i could be the girl that u've bn missin' right now!! ehehe!!

11:09 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

the last time i check i had a love life was 3 1/2 years ago. considering i used to be the one who was the "impossible-not-to-have-a-lovelife" type of girl. it was realy hard for me because my last relationship didnt have that PROPER closure that every couple needs when breaking up. up until now it still hurts a bit. it makes me sad to the extent that i fell like crying when im with ppl hu are rily in love and who see the world as one perfect place that everything seems so nice. i was once

8:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

(cont)in that realm bt i hvnt seen the world in that light. i hvnt been so happy unlike back in the day. i can totally relate to what your saying. you're not alone. you're not alone. however, i still believe that theres still that person for us. we just hvnt found them yet. God has His plans for us. we just have to be patient and it'll come din x)

9:06 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

yes, i miss that very much too. i cry every single night not because the person i love doesn't love me back the same way but more because i miss him and i love him but i can't do anything about it. all i can do is wait till it goes away. i don't know how long that will take but i take each day with an ounce of hope. just be strong. i don't know how i do it. i guess it's the daily conversations with god that keeps me strong in spite of everything else. she is lucky though... she doesn't realize that there is someone like you who loves her that much. I'd like to share this site with you. Maybe it will help you somehow:

like bittersweet romance says, god has his plans for us so keep on smiling. don't worry, god hears you. =)

4:20 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i dunno if u'll get the chance to read this comment -- got more than enough comments in ur blogs already. anyway, just wanted to say that this "haaaay" post of urs is something... i also read the comments & i feel that they didn't entirely get the message of this post. it's not 'bout a certain somebody... it's a feeling that we get to feel once or twice (or more) in a lifetime. the feeling of missing having --someone-- in ur life & knowing that indeed there is something that's called "magic." ***;-)***

10:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

yeah really haaaaaaaaaaaay have the same feeling nowadays it's been a year since my dearest da left me and i really miss the thought of having someone to spend the rest of my life with....

11:34 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

haaaaaaaaaay... i missed that tooo... pwede ikaw n lang?
senxa na, di talga me ganito...

11:18 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ending seven

Chancellor Palpatine had taken Padme Amidala out to a formal dinner in order to discuss some special “political” matters that concerned him..
“Yes chancellor?”
“Sigh, never mind the formalities...uh….just er…call me….hmmm”
“What is your first name? I never thought about it before, but just now I realized I don’t know it.”
Palpatine had been carefully trying to woo away Padme from Anakin, without Anakin knowing, or revealing his true self. Sigh, now he had to remember his name. Unfortunately, the blasted producer director writer hadn’t ever given him one, and was the one at fault for placing him in this precarious situation.
“If I ever get my hands on George Lucas I’ll give him a very special thanks”, he thought darkly.
He had almost forgotten the dreamy Nubian super model….it was a shame she was a model, but he could overlook that. It was her only fault, and doubtless a fault that could be rectified with a little reasoning and sith transformation. Heh heh hehehehe…..
“Oh, ah, yes well…’s Brian actually. Yes, Brian Mikphodeuos Palpatine.”
“Hmmm, Brian,” She pondered. Sigh she was such a brainless waste of flesh. Well no. The area that supported her mental faculties was a waste. The flesh was perfectly alright….ahhh….
“It’s a nice name, though I’ve never heard it in Naboo.”
“Why thank you Padme, you have quite a lovely name yourself if I may say so.”
“Oh Chancellor,” She giggled “I’m flattered.”
Oh geez, thought the Chancellor. I can’t believe what I’m doing…..
“It’s true. And it does suit your pleasant complexion after all”
“Oh my, why thank you Brian…you uh, have a lovely…er…”
“Ah, nevermind. It’s quite alright, there’s not much to me anyway, much less in my physical attributes.” Heh, there’s no better way to win the ladies over than through false humility, thought Palpatine. Though it did tend to give him stomach cramps every now and then. Anything even relating to something good was enough to make him sick.
“Oh but surely that’s not true, Brian.” She said with a smile that would have made him melt if 600 years of hardening hadn’t taken it’s toll physically and emotionally. In fact, it was a miracle he had gotten this far without lashing out.
“After all, I remember that mass orphanage school facility bill you had passed through the senate. The outside doesn’t matter when you’ve a heart like that.”
Now he was going to be sick. That was the most abominable regulation he had ever passed. Every planet in the senate was now required to build enough such facilities as to support whatever amount of beings as was necessary. He had only done this out of necessity, to draw some of the more idiotic senators like Organa into his crowd.
Sigh, the only thing that kept him from constantly running to the waste release facilities was the fact that he had booby trapped all the facilities, hired rabid wookies as day care workers, and, using a technique he learned from a certain infamous religion on his real home planet, he had planted a strong dose of morgues nbrass in the daily food supply. The children would be brainwashed into joining the new empire about to be born under his direction. Ah, what would he do without Mormons.
“Oh, that was just something that had to be done. Couldn’t leave those poor little beings now could I?” Said Palpatine with a painful smile on his face. He hated this kind of smiling. It was too disgustingly sweet and true. He preferred the sneer of sarcasm and that look, clearly saying, I have all the power. And what do you think you can do about it? Heh, idiots.
Sigh, once again he reflected, scarcely believing how far he was stooping for Padme. Man, she’d better be grateful for this….
“Awww, you’re such a sweet guy…how come you never married?”
Palpatine raised an eyebrow. The moment was coming.
“I never really found the right one Padme. Just reporters and senators eager for a handshake or an autograph. It’s been, quite lonely really….and the thought has come up once or twice….”
“Hee hee, what candidates have popped up in your mind lately?”
My gosh, she has a vocabulary!! He was stunned. Ever since he had known her, she had only been able to say words that a 16 year old would know with what little English they had learned in Nubian school. “Candidates”. It made sense. She had to say it at one point or another, being a senator, but still….
“Welll, there have been one or two…..just one in particular really.”
Originally, he had intended to take Bail Organa’s wife for himself. Ha, what was with him lately? Always stealing someone else’s lover. Not that he cared of course.
But anyway, Organa’s wife. Later he figured if she was unintelligent enough to marry that coward Bail Organa, she wasn’t really worth it.
Eh, Padme had fallen for Anakin. That was somewhat understandable, however. He could be quite the handsome little protector. Ha, at least he would be if he wasn’t so set on protecting the people he loved that he would end up killing them.
“Really!!! Who?!?!”
He put his hands in his face. What was he doing? He was talking to a 2 year old gossip, eager to suck information out of him. Oh well, it would undoubtedly be worth it in the end.
“Hmmm…I doubt you would be interested….”
“Oh no, I would be very interested Brian…..”
“Ha, on this matter, I’m not so sure.”
“Oh pleaaase, tell me. I’ll tell you as secret if you tell me yours!”
Hm, it seemed like a fair trade off. Ugh, another one of those words. “Fair”.
Nothing was fair unless he got everything and the other person ended up as his slave. Which, would be the end result. A little necessary sacrifice couldn’t hurt…
“Well…..actually, it’s been you for quite sometime..” Muttered Palpatine, half conscious of what was happening. He just couldn’t believe himself..
“OH, my gosh! I feel the same way about you!” She squealed. Always high pitched when prompted into a higher energy level.
The chancellor started in alarm, completely taken aback….
“What?!??....but uh, what of young Skywalker?” Now he was completely at a loss. It couldn’t possibly be that easy…
“Oh, he’s waaay too protective and overemotional. Keeps promising me he’s not going to let his dreams come true. Gets all dark and weird every other moment I’m with him. It gets pretty scary and annoying at times. He won’t let me go do things I want to do without arguing for an hour about everything that could possibly go wrong. Sigh, and when he’s angry, he’s so tall! I want to slap him, but I’m afraid he’ll step on me!”
Seeing so many wonderful opportunities to bring this relationship to a close was more than he could handle at once as he pondered, staring off into space……for half an hour while Padme rambled on and on about Anakin and how everything was going wrong……
“So yeah, that pretty much sums it all up right there. You’re such a good listener. I find that highly attractive in a man. And especially attractive in a high ranking politician.” She said with a seductive smile.
Palpatine started out of his meditation.
“Well, then there’s only one thing to do really.”
“What?! I’ll do anything!”
“Really now? How perfect…”
“What is it?” Pleaded the Nubian senator.
“We should get married, kill Anakin, the jedi, and take over the galaxy!!!!!”
Palpatine had reached the end of his patience. He was getting ever so bored of this ruse and wanted nothing more than to bring it to an end.
“Yes what?” asked the Emperor to be…
“Let’s do it!!! Let’s do everything you said, and more!!!” She held him in a tight embrace, bowled him over and gave him quite the kiss.
Naturally, he was somewhat surprised. And naturally, this didn’t last very long, as he quickly reversed the politically incorrect position he was in.
There we go.
And then Anakin walked in.
“Honey. I thought we already talked about this holoroom! You said you wouldn’t do this anymore! You know I get jealous of the holoimages, even if that’s all they are.”
He flipped a switch, noticed nothing changing, and then went into his thinking mode as the truth, slowly but surely began to wash over him.
“Oh not again,” muttered the chancellor. He hated watching Anakin think. Almost as much as he hated the jedi. The only difference was, looking at the jedi didn’t cause his bowels physical pain.
“I’ve had enough this.” And with that, he blasted Anakin into oblivion with a surge of lightning.
In fact, one by one, all the jedi came in, single file, to be blasted out individually, at whatever rate Palpatine pleased. And one by one, they fell to their dooms as he cackled his empty heart out.
And all the people gathered around him outside the Senate chambers, falling down to worship him as he strolled through. Offering jedi sacrifices and sweet smelling cretins from all over the galaxy, to their new God, the great Palpatine. They started saying noble, but that didn’t work for him and blasted a few worshippers so they would get the picture.
Shortly thereafter, the worshippers of the great god Palpatine built him a mighty statue, and an holy palace, only suitable for the god to live in.
Then representatives from every place in the galaxy, came and groveled at his feet, offering up their planets to his wondrous rule. He quickly purged them for pleasure’s sake, and walked up the grand staircase to his new dwelling with his gorgeous new wife.
And there they sat in the throne room. He with his vast, throne/ death star control panel, and Padme washing his feet and taking care of the tie fighters. Making sure the cockpits were clean, and the jumpsuits in impeccable condition, becoming quite popular among the pilots.
She and her Emperor husband became the most beloved rulers known through the galaxy. The misery and oppression that resulted from their rule was cheered on through the ages. The worshippers always praising their god for helping them build character, assuming that was what the oppression was for. And they all lived happily ever after, warring against other galaxies for universal domination, many centuries after the formation of the first, galactic empire.

Then he woke up. In the middle of the jedi council chambers with Yoda giving him a stare that mothers often gave their children for eating a lot of yosh tilm before supper. Most of the other jedi were laughing so hard that tears, and whatever liquids that had been in their mouths at the time, were streaming out in huge amounts. Several others had fallen to the floor, whose laughter could easily have been taken as convulsing by the untrained eye. After the show was over, they put on their jedi faces and quickly went back to their original postures. Though a few still had to cramp up their faces to keep from bursting out.
Yoda gave Palpatine a stern look, saying, “See through you, we can.” And then gave the other jedi in the chambers a nod.

It was all over the holonet news. Chancellor Palpatine had disappeared and Count Dooku was destroyed. It was a bittersweet day for those who were not on the jedi council. Many thought they had lost one of the greatest leaders of the age. No one could fathom where their noble leader was, or had gone perhaps.
That was a secret held only by the jedi council.
And Dex, who had seen the chancellor on his way down to the lower levels, after having unceremoniously exited the temple window, greatly assisted by gravity.

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