Thursday, August 26, 2004

Morning God

Wow! Well God I asked for a sign last night and you gave me a straight forward one.. I guess that's what meant to be.. It hurts but I guess I know you're right.. At least I laid down my cards and feelings.. I know she knows how much she means to me and if given the chance to be with her I would never ever let her go.... I would also promise to love her so much more each day and I would rather hurt myself first than even think about hurting her... I know and she knows how happy I would have tried to make her each day you create..I love her Lord but if that will make her "happy" then that's it right? Thanks Lord


Blogger beautifuL angeL said...

Awwww...cud feel d pain.
...then agen everything has its own reasons.
stay cOoL. stay in love...u never know.

1:19 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

phoenix ( i stumbled upon your journal by chance and i kinda feel how you feel at times. God has plans, so they say, about our lives but with that kind of unselfishness, i believe the Lord will give you one great person to love and cherish for the rest of life. maybe she's still not THE ONE you thought her to be. just keep the faith and who knows, right? take care dude!

3:33 PM  
Blogger im_a_chick said...

aaww... lucky lucky girl!

don't worry, the right girl will come in due time. and i know, she'll make you really happy.. :)

cheers to you luis!

6:47 PM  
Blogger cath said...

just keep in mind that everything happens for a reason. The Lord has something much better instore for you.. just keep the faith..

take care..

1:09 PM  
Blogger trina said...

Hey you. Things always have a way of working out in the end. Hang in there.

In the meantime, sayaw ka na lang muna ng "Jumbo Hotdog."

5:52 PM  
Blogger Mykl said...

"I love her Lord but if that will make her "happy" then that's it right?"

- Don't think about what would make "her" happy. Think about what God is planning for you. Everything will happen in His time, not yours, or even hers, for that matter...

6:18 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

it has been said but....lucky girl. sigh. that should have been me. *agee*

11:18 PM  
Blogger sweetieclaire said...

gosh. i could say you had good intentions. but its her loss. not yours. she missed alot. :D chin up lucky. :D

9:11 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

yeah, at least you laid down your cards and told her how you felt.worth the gamble even though it didn't turn out in your favor as i can sense your pain.. but you know God has a reason and an answer to everything right? Maybe it just wasnt meant for you.

1:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey..saw your! that girl must be something. not too many guys love like you do nowadays, too bad it's unrequited :(. you seem like a great person so it won't be long til the one who'd love you back would come along. there must be a 'reason' she didn't return your feelings. it must be because the one FOR you is not her and God is just keeping you free so when your THE ONE comes, you're not tied down to be able to grab her. :)

3:00 PM  
Blogger .hannah. said...

awwww weeez.. :( hu ya talkin bou boi? anyway chill ka lang.. things happen for a reason

2:36 PM  
Blogger Mec said...

who knows...

several years from now, you'd be happier that she was happier this way... because things have unfolded and you can see the greater plan (and other things you were meant to do in the meantime) :)

12:53 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...


you can do great things if you have faith in God

3:56 PM  
Blogger - she - said...

well, things don't always go our way it's true. but everything happens for a reason and i'm sure things will work out fine in the end for you. you just got to bear the pain for a while. but it will pass. believe me it will, even if you're heart never forgets the love. so just hang in there.

btw, nice poems. keep on writing. it's a good therapy for a broken heart. i should know..

1:16 PM  
Blogger beatlebum said...

stop being depressed about love. there are other more serious concerns in this world. one solution to forget your love problems is to keep yourself constantly busy. why don't you look at the impoverished people around you and channel your energies instead, in helping the community using your celeb status?! just a friendly advice. :D

11:37 PM  
Blogger jeana10 said...

just wanna share this...


I was sitting at the drive-through window at McDonald's this weekend(ok, eat out a lot). I did the usual thing, I drove up to the menu and ordered.

I proceeded to the first window and paid, then drove to the second window and waited for the order. After sitting there for a few minutes, the clerk slid backthe window and asked, "Will you please pull over to the side; your order is notready."

I was a little upset and even impatient, but I pulled over and waited. I thought, "How come other folks ordered and drove straight through and I have to wait." I waited for another two or three minutes. It seemed like hours beforethe clerk finally ran out, tapped on the window, and handed me the order. Ofcourse I asked, "Hey, what took so long?" She replied,"You wanted the Special Sauce, which meant it had to be especially made for that sandwich,it doesn't usually come with that one.

This scene is a reflection of our prayer life. We make our request to the Lord.Our menu is His Word, where He has listed promise after promise. We stand before Him and request and plead and, sometimes, even beg.We go to the first window and pay, sometimes with fervent prayer,sometimes with prolonged suffering, sometimes with obedience, and sometimes not at all.

We then move to the second window and wait for our order. If God doesn't answer within a few minutes, we become upset. You know the phrase, "Jesus, it's 5:00p.m. Friday; I prayed to You yesterday, and You still haven't answered.I can't wait much longer."

Why is it taking Him so long? I've seen people drive up before me and they received their orders right away! We even go so far as to tap on the window and ask if He has forgotten our order. We become impatient. We become upset. We become downright mad.

Lord I asked for a mate ten days ago and I don't see him/her anywhere.

Lord, I've been asking for a new job for two years; others have passed me by. I've been waiting on a financial blessing for ten and I still have more months than money.

Where are You and why haven't you blessed me?

And just when you think He is giving you the answer, He pulls back the royal curtain of Eternity, and states, "Please pull over to the side and wait a while longer."

This once frustrated me to no end, made me mad, made me want to give up, made me want to holler; that is, until the clerk brought out my sandwich.

Then, the revelation became clear.

Do you know why the Lord has put you on the side? Do you know why you have had to wait for this blessing longer than before? Do you know why He has put you through more this time than ever? Do you know why it seems as though He has not heard you and He does not care?

Do you know why it seems like you have had to go through more tears, more pains, and more struggling this time?

Because this blessing is a Special Sauce Blessing! This is an Overflowing,Pressed-Down, Shaken Together, Blessing! You made a Special Order and God has been putting together a Special Sauce Blessing for you and He has to prepare itfor you!

That mate you wanted . . . He's putting together a Special Sauce!
That job you wanted . . . He's putting together a Special Sauce!
That financial blessing . . . He's putting together a Special Sauce!
That peace on the job . . . He's putting together a Special Sauce!
That house . . . He's putting together a Special Sauce!
That deeper anointing . . . He's putting together a Special Sauce!
That promotion . . . He's putting together a Special Sauce!

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord,thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end... [and a Special Sauce]. Jeremiah 29:11

How many people have driven away before the clerk brought their food,and how many people have missed their blessings because they did not wait?

Hang on there. Keep on waiting. You made a Special Order, now wait on God's Special Sauce!

But they that wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run and not be weary,and they shall walk, and not faint. (Isaiah 40:31)

11:21 AM  
Anonymous chloe said...

you are such a sweet guy... you're making me cry! *sniff*

seriously you are...

i wish all the best for you! whoever you end up with... i know god has plans. you just have to wait. be patient. it'll come - if you wait for it. :)

3:05 PM  
Anonymous chloe said...

you are such a sweet guy... you're making me cry! *sniff*

seriously you are...

i wish all the best for you! whoever you end up with... i know god has plans. you just have to wait. be patient. it'll come - if you wait for it. :)

3:06 PM  
Anonymous chloe said...

you are such a sweet guy... you're making me cry! *sniff*

seriously you are...

i wish all the best for you! whoever you end up with... i know god has plans. you just have to wait. be patient. it'll come - if you wait for it. :)

3:07 PM  
Anonymous mimi said...

u must really love her that much....very lucky girl, dont' just never know what happens next

11:46 PM  
Anonymous es said...

aaaaaww... yan ang attitude lucky , ilatag mo lahat kay God anuman yang hinagpis o tuwa mo . ayos yan.

7:48 AM  

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